Sunday, October 10, 2004

I hate you Neil.

Fuck you. I hate you. I hate what you did to me. You fucked me up. I fucking hate you. HATE! YOU!

Look what you did to my life. I'm a fucked up person with a fucked up version of reality. What are the 7 steps of grieving? Well, after a year, I'm finally really set on ANGER!

Everything I went thru today... I just keep seeing your sullen face (which I hate) and how you never told me anything or ever gave a royal flying fuck about anything. You never had an opinion and you made me guess at how to make me happy.

And now I've fucked everything up and I hate you.